I've never look back or regretted after the day I've decided to make a change. Though struggles will be there for sure but doing what you love is what I believe will take one further. Well, nothing is easy....we have to strive and find our way. I am still learning how to live...there are too many things to handle. About people, how things can be viewed differently...even if its just a simple thing like how you dress yourself...sometimes I just hate formalities...its just so troublesome....no matter how you do it...people will just be there to criticise...this not good that not good...well, I will just look at it as a way to improve...however I wouldn't spend so much time on that...I would rather do the thing that's most important.

Withstand the fear of failing...its never easy...but what's most important is how you learn to stand up when you fail. Afterall, failing is not such a bad thing =P

This year is gonna be the most challenging year of all...Many things to accomplish and no time to waste. Every minute and second my mind will be thinking of what's next...I am all getting restless again...Man...its just the begnning of the year and all thoughts are shooting at me....I need some control here...I know what my loved ones are telling me..please don't stress out, don't pressure...Ok, I think I need to recite my mantra.. Relax...And today I got sick...real bad sore throat and flu...=(

I am glad that my girls are back. Me, Ming and mei had an afternoon together...we played some music with my keyboard and went out to the nearest beach...took some pics and rested on the "built-tent" with chairs along the beach...talking about reformation of a group...haha...I haven't thought of any names yet...guess we'll have to discuss about it again soon.

Another thing, we went out for quite a fun night...Had a wonderful dinner, tour to Superstar's resident and hotel, chill out at the cafe, watch a bit of a movie...Mr.Perfect eh? I was too tired and didn't finish the whole film...all I could hear is the girl's laughter...guess it was a good movie. Don't worry I will borrow it fr Mew and watch it again. Probably I will recite the skills to y'all girls haha..

I just got my room and my sis's room rearranged...Major change actually....and probably got my room painted sometime later...Wait 'til I get my energy back...hmm? what color? It's another feeling I guess to have my own room painted with my own hands..pretty excited about it.

And January is about to end...and Chinese New year is coming soon...we are left with only 11 mths to accomplish our goals...so make full use of the time and don't regret...for at least try our very best. Resenting will only bring misery, change it and be happy about it.

To my loved ones: Whatever happens, I love y'all! You are the Best! Thanks for being there for me all the time...I feel loved and blessed all the time..

My early wishes to everyone have a prosperous, successful, happy, healthy, safe Chinese New Year 2008!